Teaching Philosophy
My identity as a student is fraught with tensions. In the
primary grades, I was confident and excelled in all the subjects. However, as I
continued to upper elementary, middle school, and high school, I developed
negative stances toward academics and school work. I looked for learning
opportunities outside of school and began brushing off what was being taught in
school because it did not seem relevant to me. I was a veracious reader and by
the time I reached high school I was reading the works of Henry Miller, Aldous
Huxley, Kurt Vonnegut, and Jack Kerouac. I read all these books in secret
because by the time I was a teenager I did not want to be known in school as
being a reader. My schools were tracking me toward vocational education despite
my ineptitude and lack of concentration to be able to develop skills worthy of success
in those areas. I knew I wanted to go to college, but I did not know how. I was
a first generation college student and had no one in my immediate family who
could apprentice me in developing the dispositions needed for success in
academic discourse communities. Needless to say, I struggled and barely
graduated, but I did graduate and because of this I developed my first
grounding of a teaching philosophy—a mission to not have any student develop
negative attitudes towards school and education when it they give us the best
chance for life, liberty, and happiness.
As a teacher working with students with similar attitudes
and dispositions, I began to reflect upon my early teaching mission. I realized
most of us (my students and me) had wonderful educational experiences in the
primary grades, but developed negative attitudes somewhere in fourth and fifth
grade. What happened? In what ways did these grades shape our school identities?
While I developed an out-of-school reading identity, many of my students had
not yet. So my first mission was to develop positive stances toward literacy. I
began bringing in mirror books with characters with similar backgrounds and
problems my students were experiencing in the urban sprawl of Los Angeles. Over
five years, I began to see that by using cultural responsive methods in my
literacy instruction, my students were beginning to ask bigger questions about
their lives, their freedoms, and looking for trajectories that can give them
the best opportunities for happiness.
As a graduate student and doctoral candidate, I have began
to refine my teaching philosophy from praxis grounded in a classroom with
teenagers struggling to find their way to praxis grounded in existentialism and
pragmatism. Interestingly, the two are not disparate; in fact, I am grounding
my teaching philosophy in van Manen’s human science pedagogy and Dewey’s
progressive pragmatism. What does this mean? Philosopher Don Ihde describes this
amalgam as postphenomenology: which
involves the investigation and attunement to “variational theory, embodiment, and the notion of the lifeworld” (Ihde, Postphenomenology and Technoscience, 2009, p. 11). This means, for
me, that I acknowledge the myriad variational worlds of my students’ lived
experiences, the ways they embody their various practices, and apply these
dispositions to their praxis in the lifeworld of their classrooms. I also synthesize
Friere’s principles of conscientization, the development of a critical awareness,
with Levinas’ ontology of being as being-for-Others.
This develops a metaphorical alchemy of my philosophy of teaching as a means
for peace and justice for all.
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